I've been a bad blogger, don't hate me. I've had kind of a crappy few weeks. My moods are all over the place and I hate it. I have absolutely no motivation or desire for anything in my life right now.
I am completely sucking at the diet and behavioral changes I need to make before surgery. Considering what I do for a living I know better than anyone that behavior modification does not happen overnight, but I wish it would happen at a bit steadier pace than it is.... Dear God that was a long, run on sentence. Pay no mind to it please.
I'm gonna talk to the doc about a medication change or modification, because what was working and has worked is not so much anymore :( Something has to get better soon. First suggestion would be the weather, that would help my mood at least 50%. Dear Lord, please bring the sunshine back. Amen.
Now, as I said the diet is not going well nor are the tiny changes I try to make. However, I have completed 2/6 Nutritional Therapy appointments and 2/6 Dr. appointments. Slowly but surely. It all makes a difference and brings me closer to D-Day when my life will change forever and for the better.
Let's see.. Judd has been playing soccer and absolutely loving it. I've only been able to go to two of his games, but better than none. He is a joy to watch. I still can't figure out how to get pics from Flikr! into a post without doing a single post with each picture. Grrrrr... so I will post soccer pics in a separate post.
Okay, well I'm off to meet my friend B, for lunch at Qdoba. Yummy!
Hugs,
Jenn
